***where is the mood in the groove***
thats if there is one and I am being really honest here....I have not felt like posting...saying ...comunication....verbalising....anything....maybe I am S.A.D in both contexts....no sun and just low....a low-glow......terrible to feel so unmotivated...perhaps it's menopausal....Oh my god...not that.... only older people have that....Ahhh yeah! that's right I am older....tell you guys something....it is true....the body does change and it is shitty.....such a contrast...a contrast in feelings from a few years back... contrast in body...in state of mind...in outlook....in strength....my bones ache...my muscles are sore.....Oh shut up me...get on with it....yes I will....hope to feel better in a month or two or three or five or in a decade.....!!!!!
contrasts are everywhere.......between trees and sky and wood and coloured wires......well you gotta find it elsewhere tooooo.....
3 of your thoughts.....:
Hi Mandi...I know just how you feel. Sometimes I feel unmotivated and everything just seems SO hard including blogging. I have learnt to just accept these DOWN times and know that one day I'll snap out of it. Not that I get depressed or anything, I just get into a "can't be bothered" state of mind.I have come to treat these times as a needed event and just chill out. Quite relaxing really!!!! We can't be on cloud nine always I guess. Gloomy days do it to me everytime so I guess it's lucky that I don't live in England.
Thought your halloween quilt was quite a work of art. You are very clever to have kept going when you felt that you didn't even like it! I don't finish things that I like even....how stupid is that!
Hope you have some brighter days and don't forget that sometimes we all need a little alone time...even if it doesn't feel right at the time.
Happiness to you, Angela.
The weather will brighten up, even if it's temporary. Have faith! In the meantime, take it easy and rest - our bodies are meant to hibernate in winter, it's just our bad luck that we had to hibernate for 10 months this year ;-)
Hope you are feeling rejuvenated soon Mandy..can relate to your feelings though!..I'm there a bit too..
Take care, Gina x
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